But seriously, I feel bad, since we're supposed to post regularly and I've fell so far behind after not posting for a few almost 3 months. :O can you Imagine that, If that was pregnancy, It'll be a full trimester. OK....aside from that. ah ha ha...Speaking of babies, there's two things I want to talk about.
First: For my service learning class, I am working on this presentation about CYBER-BULLY. that's right, mean kids. We're making a short little movie for it to go along with the power-point. As part of the movie,I photo-shopped a picture of my friend Jeanie for the "bullying." Its actually somehow...oddly cute. The reason this is related to babies is because pikachu is like the size of a year old child.
( ,,-_-,,'') *lol. By the way, she's a lovely girl, even as a Pikachu.
No wonder Ash doesn't have a girlfriend. LOL he has Pikachu.
Another thing about babies...My bro is almost two years old, but it turns out that the day I'm going to the summer bridge for my school is also his birthday. ): *sad*
he's so BIG for a kid that's not even two years old!
And back to Jeanie. She and I made a music video together. Its a cover of this random song to. Really it was supposed to be for my art project, it was shot and edited all in the time span of one day...and then presented the next. If it weren't for the fact that I'm mildly good at video editing, I would never have finished. (so was that line supposed to be modest or arrogant?)
She's a good singer. I'm thinking of making more music with her. :) By the way, I've always had the great desire to learn to play the drums. It sounds ridiculous, "pah little asian girl, dream on." But I WILL play it one day, and play it well. Just watch. I don't give up easily. >:D
Also a while back, Doris and I were going around and we happened to pass through Fam mart, where I got my prom dress and we saw numerous strippa shoes. :O some were soooo tall....we couldn't think of how you can possibly wear it unless it
a) went up to your crotch
b) you must have a very high crotch
c) you must be model sized
d) you must have tall legs...of a man.
lolll option D is too farfetched imo....well 90% farfetched. 10% is being openminded because why would you catch a man wearing these?
....or
they don't seem that tall but they DID come up to our hips. Do we just have short legs? I feel that my legs are actually pretty long. well, for a 5'1'' gnome.
THESE are the shoes that I bought that I want to wear for prom. 6 inches babey. :O
I was wearing my dress. <_<
but I want to learn how to wear heels. even outside of prom I might try these once in a while just for fun. Apparently it makes me taller...and not looking so much like 13 and more my age. (18) which I prefer. It always kicks my self-esteem in the gut when people instinctively assume I'm in middle school. *tear. MOST importantly, I feel tall, I have an obsession with feeling tall...because it gives me power. LOL I'm managing to walk in them actually :D soon....veddy soooon....I should just dance and do martial arts in them. (oy oy, thats probably over-doing it...)
And veddy soon......I shall return with some advices about how to approach a relationship without getting screwed (literally) and then dumped. oh what foul language we have here.
and nooo...I've never been in a relationship.... but I got it from this booklet they gave us in class "in preparation for college."
I found that I'm highhhh-ly asexual. meaning: I don't crave relationships nor do I really LOOK at people as potential mates...mostly...I see them as THEM and whatever then happens happens ...if it ever, EVER does/will. I've liked/like 2 people or so in my life time. (17 going on 18)
I'm also afraid of touching people...hugging...head pats...loving gestures...etc. My friend advised me on trying to learning to "touch people." leaning in a little more, getting used to being around people, not freaking out when I touch them briefly or not to become shocked or break out in small sweats from people becoming suddenly close to me or lean in to me. My friend says that you're supposed to feel HAPPY from hugs, not repulsed and frightened. LOL
Even though I'm good at looking people in the eye...I can't do it if I'm sitting close to a person. I get uneasy and intimidated. So I took advantage of when I get mentored/tutored/etc to look people in the eyes while they're talking to me (and sitting close). This sort of small training has helped. "smile", "look", "listen", "respond." And occasionally look away to give myself a break. I'm improving. :D
Any advices anyone? To cure me of this odd antisocial bit of myself. I've overcome not being able to express myself/ talk...now its probably one of the harder things...
Can you figure out who these things are? look at the hair styles.
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Doris (8:44:31 PM):looks like a leech with a lllama or something
shes not wrong...
and this song is a MUST watch/listen.
It's pretty hard to find this version of the song unless its on youtube. You can find it else where but its not nearly as happy and bumpin. If you want it, tell me and I'll send it to you. ;)
So I'd be back with advices to girls for relationships and share some of my experiences with sexual harassment through the Internet. I'm sure that will be an interesting story so keep watch for new posts. :D
